I wrote you a poem, Kindla. I hope this somehow finds you.
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Kindla is a girl. A girl who is innocent and pure. She picks flowers at day and sings songs at night. She lives a soft and meaningful life.
Kindla loves you.
Kindla has a maid. Her maid wears lace and bows. Her maid’s white dress is as white as snow. Her maid works hard to make Kindla’s life bright. But, Kindla does not love her maid,
Kindla loves you.
Kindla doesn't care for her maid, not anymore. Her maid’s mere presence disfigures her rectitude. Kindla’s life is thwarted by that which she cannot get rid of. She screams and cuts and tears and stabs. Kindla’s maid still smiles. She stains porcelain fabric and spatters blood on her bed. But Kindla’s maid still smiles.
She loves you,
Kindla loves you.
I love my life, I know I do. Deep inside of me, there will always be places where I can reach to feel happiness. I am devoted to my role. I will never stop trying to earn her esteem. Never.
I don't know how I couldn't see it all this time. What I have done up until this point doesn't matter anymore. I am free in a perfect world. Because I am her maid. I am Kindla's Maid.
We walked home together.
Her house was a bit closer to school than where I lived, so I got to see what it looked like.
This badge was on the gate at the entrance. I'm not sure what it means, but it gives me a strange feeling.
I feel safe at school. I hope it stays this way.
A day before my birthday!
I met this girl at school, her name is Kindla. She's very nice and I think we could become very close friends.
I can't wait for christmas tomorrow! We've gotten so much snow this year -- I would be the happiest if we had this weather everyday. I don't know what it is, but winter just makes me feel really safe and kind of nostalgic.
I'm wishing for a new guitar for christmas. I promise that I will use it and cherish it everyday if I get one.
Today is an important day. My first day of school. We've moved to the city and not too sure if this will be a permanent stay. I'm really shy when it comes to meeting new people... I'm wishing for the best.
